Early Progress


Will and Sammy embarked at 23:50hrs and early progress is robust.

Do you suffer from ‘can’t find my car in the supermarket car park’ syndrome? Strap a 22’ yellow kayak to the roof and never be embarrassed again!

Do you suffer from ‘can’t find my car in the supermarket car park’ syndrome? Strap a 22’ yellow kayak to the roof and never be embarrassed again!

After a long drive last night and a ferry journey that seemed to take forever we recced a jump off point in Howth, just north of Dublin. From there we joined some old family friends with a plea of ‘we don’t wish to be rude but may we sleep, shave, eat and leave at 9pm please.’ They could not have been more accommodating. We could not have been more immaculately behaved as would you had you seen what the lady of the house does in her spare time….. (I will add the video clip when I get to a laptop)


From there all was workmanlike, checking and checking again and again, changing into wetsuits, calls to both coast guards, a nonchalant cheerio and off they went. My main concern at this point is if they crack on at the current pace they may well arrive just as my ferry is lowering it’s drawbridge on the other side. That wouldn’t do at all. My big moment is skippering the little drone. I expect though, that they will slow as swell and wind pick up later in the morning although they are right to exploit the relatively subdued water out there at the moment.

For me it’s a quiet evening in at the port service station until the morning ferry. It may not be much of a glamorous operations centre but  quiet and dull is always preferred in these situations! 

Down The Road


Sitting in the back of the vehicle at 03:and-a-bit with allsorted bits of cycling and kayaking kit and paraphernalia leaves me with somewhat restricted leg room, visibility and general body movement. I shall need a month at the chiropractor after this trip. As it happens, I have already been seeing an alternative therapist recently. Without knowing quite how, I have managed to pick up something called a rotator cuff injury to the shoulder. It hurts like a bastard, especially at night time, and is downright inconvenient. Obviously, it has put my place as Expedition 1st Reserve in jeopardy, but the boys seem fit and healthy so reluctantly I may have to accept that it won’t be my turn this time. The rest of the team felt much the same way when Colonel John Hunt picked Hilary and Tensing for the Everest summit attempt in ‘53. Back to my alternative therapy; acupuncture. Have you ever tried it? I don’t know if it is actually fixing the problem or not but it certainly makes the hurty thing go away, for a while anyway. Being a complete wilting flower when it comes to pain I’m very at ease with being a test case for acupuncture with what has flatteringly been described to me as ‘a common sports injury.’ Oh how they laughed. I’m certainly looking forward to my next appointment with the lovely Cara with more enthusiasm than I am the cortisone injection from the Doc next week. I shall try not to squeal like a little girl with her fingers jammed in a car door but I can offer no guarantees.

As I write this we are hurtling toward Holyhead ferry terminal. I feel some nostalgia for the old ‘ferry dash,’ as many old BAOR hands will. Back in the day we would finish work at half past four on Friday afternoon, quickly change and then charge down the E3 en route to Calais, (stopping at the petrol station at Venlo for fuel - last place to use petrol coupons). The aim was to catch the 9pm ferry, along with the rest of 4 Armoured Div, and make it back to town in time for last orders with the girlfriend. While this ferry trip doesn’t have a pretty girl waiting at the other end, it is helping take my mind off the Doc with his bloody big needle next week which, is a comfort and a blessing I’ll take.


The problem with sitting in the rear is of course I have absolutely no control or say in the music play list the boys are subjecting me too. It really is too much at five o’clock in the morning. The sacrifices we have to make on expeditions, even mini ones like this one, aren’t restricted to shining up hills in the cold and wet. Oh no, listening, (forcibly), to a shower of unwashed hippies on crystal meth screeching as if they’ve just been told to take a shower is more than is reasonable but then, rubbing along with quiet fortitude is what exped life is all about..... apparently. Only an hour to go... I can hack it.

We're Off (Well Almost)


It’s half past nine on Good Friday evening and in about an hour and something the third expedition member will be joining us, we’ll load up the wagon and drive through the night to make the morning Holyhead - Dublin ferry. After a few hours orientation, rest and final planning Will and Sammy Kinnear will embark at midnight tomorrow on the first leg of their Dublin to London marathon by kayaking the Irish Sea in aid of the Get Exploring Trust. So why am I going? Good question.

Late replacement compass job……. Gorilla Tape?

Late replacement compass job……. Gorilla Tape?

I don’t mind admitting that it’s good to get the old band back on the road; it’s been a while since I’ve been included in the adventure thing. Some cynics among you may be muttering, ‘because they needed someone to drive the kayak and vehicle back.’ Well, I have just one thing to say to that - I’m not just a taxi driver you know; I am in fact Chief Drone Pilot, a job for which I have every confidence in myself and one which, even the doubters must agree, I am more than adequately qualified. If I’ve seen the Battle of Britain and the Dambusters once I must have seen them a thousand times. I know my barrel rolls from my Immelman’s. I even have the advantage of being given an ‘experience,’ in a Spitfire simulator at Goodwood for Christmas. While I haven’t yet had my ‘experience,’ I feel just having the certificate takes me half way there. My aerial experience also includes being a former Gold Card holder on BA, (and Virgin), and I always wear a jacket and tie when flying on Easyjet. The real trick is going to be being in the right place at the right time when the boys make land on the Welsh Coast on Sunday afternoon. You, like me, will be able to follow them on the Garmin website here with the Delorme tracking thing which we used in the Caribbean on the Golden Arc Expedition. Should make for a more entertaining Easter Sunday than many usually endure.

As you will have surmised by looking out of the window, weather conditions have been improving throughout the week and currently look reasonable for the crossing. More pertinently sea conditions, (swell, chop, interval, swell and chop direction), are managable but do look to deteriorate somewhat later into Sunday.

Updates will of course follow. I can’t say I’m looking forward to this; the worry factor is never a bundle of laughs but as always, risk has been mitigated on everything within our universe of control and at the moment; everything is looking as good as we might hope for.

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Learning an instrument has changed beyond recognition; YouTube did that and when you see my teacher you might consider joining me too!

Well, that week went pretty quickly. So quickly that it’s left me way behind with my ukulele practice, (laugh with me folks, not at me). Yes, I’m having a good square bash at learning to play the uke which I hope will harvest more success than my failed attempt with the accordion some years ago. I happened to mention one day that I thought the accordion was a much underrated instrument; guess what I got as a birthday surprise that year. One of my three New Year resolutions is to learn to play an instrument and I’ve chosen the uke because, well, how difficult can it be? And of course, it’s a happy instrument. It makes people smile although not yet when I play it but I’m confident of eventual success.

I’m also somewhat behind with my second resolution which is to write more letters. There was a time when a wrote a letter every day and I am gradually recovering the habit. Mostly, people smile when they receive a letter and I like that concept. See the theme developing here?

My last resolution is to strive to bring, ‘Cheerio!’ back into common usage. I am doing rather better on this one. A light hearted ‘Cheerio!’ with a farewell smile tends to be reciprocated with a smile back and that can’t be a bad thing. I expect a nationwide revival of “Cheerio!’ by early summer.

Power Up The Blog

Back in the summer I thought I would take a little break from the Blog. It turned out to be a longer break than I anticipated. Not many people noticed but then I have always written for my own entertainment and as a matter of record rather than for an audience. Anyway, Crumble is back and let’s get the engines turning over again with this wonderful clip of a two year metalwork project by a Jedi of the Forge called Seth Gould. The result of his craftsmanship is a genuine piece of inspired crafted beauty. I am beside myself with admiration, envy and respect.

Tough Call


Life can be tough and unforgiving. Moments come along which demand hard decisions. I have just had a 'moment.' One when I have had to strip emotion and irrational thinking out of the process and do the right thing. We all face such calls but knowing it is a common experience makes it no easier on the soul or the conscience. 

There is a time when young sparky things grow and mature into older girls with their creaks, strange noises and need for constant attention. They, in fact, reach a point where they go beyond economic sustainability. That is, they cost more to maintain than the value they give. Saying goodbye is hard though. So many good times, so many memories, so many shared experiences. Going for a younger model is not a decision taken lightly, by anyone, but sometimes you know it is the right thing to do. 

A fond farewell then to HG55 WWV. I've never owned a car for so long or done so much with one. 205,000 miles and a huge chunk of shared family time. Who could forget the glorious fishing road trips, the hundreds and hundreds of school runs on Sunday nights, the hell that was the Paris ring road, the voice from the back seat on the M 25 saying, "Dad, there's a policeman driving up beside you and he's waving at you." The truth is, I'm saying goodbye to a big part of our little lives and that kind of hits home. 

I was actually going to authorise the service work until the nice gentleman from probably the best Land Rover specialists in the south called me and said, "I'm so sorry Mr Crumble, in my haste I embarrassingly neglected to forward page 2." Page 2 wasn't good. The first of sixteen items was "Front suspension lower arms worn; £795.52." Cumulatively, the decision was made for me, no matter how much I railed against the injustice of engineering wear and tear. 

So, for the first time in probably twenty-two years, I am without a Land Rover Discovery, having owned several. With the replacement cost knocking on the door of £70k for the new model, (with bits), it may be some time before I have another. The other old girl is though, hanging on. Not so easily replaced.                                             

Football is the Ballet of the Masses - Dmitri Shostakovich

The prospect of going to a football match would fill me with the same sense of deep and dark foreboding which I would feel before walking into a pop concert or a discotheque. Fortunately, I have never actually been to a football match or indeed a pop concert and it’s a very long time since I’ve been to a discotheque. That is good news for those who do, given my dancing always resembled that of an untethered windsock in a hurricane grade wind tunnel. Grateful girls with hurty toes celebrated my dancing retirement with rather less grace than one might have wished for.

modest bloke

modest bloke

Nonetheless, time to wish Gareth Southgate and his young team the very best of good fortune in their forthcoming semi-final. I have warmed to them for their team spirit, their youthful enthusiasm, their modesty and the dignity with which Mr Southgate has conducted himself. Whatever the result, he alone has uprated how non-football fans like me view the national team. There is I think, quite apart from the predictable hype and media nonsense, a growing respect for the manager and players from outside the football universe because of their grounded humility. It is, actually, refreshing. 

Looking in from the cheap seats though, the World Cup has been disappointing. I only dip in every four years for the big matches but there haven't really been any. My favourites are the classics like Germany v Holland and Italy v Brazil but we haven’t seen many and those that have happened have been woeful. Although the cheating, thuggish clowns from South America kept me entertained for a wee while, the ball in the back of the net stuff has underwhelmed. The South Americans, of course, deserve to be on the plane home and actually, I would leave the lot of them there to stew for the next eight years. We must blame weak referees and FIFA for the cynical excesses of those players. The referees obviously operate on the same basis as do our own Home Office on what is an “acceptable level of violence.” Only when things get really bad do the yellow cards come out. Nigel Owens would grip these comedians in the first two minutes and rift them for their unsporting off the ball fouls. I can only assume that FIFA has told the referees, “keep order but do not, under any circumstances, red card anyone and spoil the spectacle unless you have absolutely no choice. We need sporting contests because we need the money.”

The genuine idiots of the tournament though, and you could hammer six-inch nails into their foreheads and it wouldn’t make any difference, are the banal television commentators. They know no more about football than do I. They excel in reducing sporting commentary down to a level which my Labradors could understand (although that's a tad unfair on the Labradors). Football must be the only sport where so much is said yet so little is communicated. Given the television companies spend hundreds of millions on the rights it is ridiculous not to have competent commentary. I would pay to have the Test Match Special team on the case or any rugby or even tennis commentators.... yes, even Stuart Barnes. 


Still, I shall be there with the rest of the nation in front of the box tonight with my bobble hat and wooden rattle. While the Germans have let us down by missing an appointment with destiny for Saturday's final, a game against the French does have a certain historical elegance to it. The joy of the whole thing is that were England to win, the soft backbones of some Cabinet members and the Prime Minister with regard to Brexit will be immeasurably stiffened, such will be the uplift in pride throughout the country. It may though, not do much for the Union. Support for the SNP will, unfortunately, be positively correlated to England's success.

Monster Salmon

Mrs Flashbang has a bash

Mrs Flashbang has a bash

I am intrigued by a snippet in the editorial of the June edition of Trout & Salmon which alludes to a monster fish caught on the North Esk earlier this spring. The writer suggests the fish was 51 1/2in long and weighed between 50 and 60lbs. That is an enormous salmon. He then writes that the fisherman wanted no fuss or publicity and therefore there are no pictures. 


We would all respect his right to privacy but that wouldn't be my path. If I was lucky enough to catch the fish of a generation I'd be doing cartwheels naked up and down the High Street singing Painting The Clouds With Sunshine as I flip flopped over the cobblestones.

So why might the fisherman have kept his head down? Perhaps because he caught it spinning with a Devon minnow rather than on the fly? Or just the satisfaction of quietly catching, landing and releasing is enough for him, or her.

It deserves some fuss though. For therein lies inspiration for every rod who has stood in a cold river without a sniff of a fish all day, or even all week. We all like to think the 'big one,' could be on the end of the next cast. It never is so a deep reservoir of optimism is a prerequisite for salmon fisherman, even at the best of times. 

So good luck to the fellow. Inspiration for the rest of us, especially as that fish is still out there.

Just A Phone Call?

You may have already seen the Google AI Assistant clip of Google CEO Sundar Pichai explaining Google Duplex in which a programme calls a hairdressing salon and books an appointment.  Very clever it is too and one can immediately envision some useful applications. There will be unintended consequences, not least of which will be people talking and connecting less, other than digitally.

Atlas; Boston Dynamic’s robot is turning into a right old show-off

You may also have seen the clip from Boston Dynamics of their latest clever robot doing things which look less and less robotic.

It is when your imagination fuses Google AI and the BD robot together that you think, “what if?” (and not in a good way). Throw in quantum computing into the mix and the 'they can do what?' curve steepens.

The only way those two will talk to each other is if they happen to meet over Tinder

The only way those two will talk to each other is if they happen to meet over Tinder

The generally accepted estimate that 25% of all white collar jobs will be replaced by AI or robotics by 2030 looks out of court to me. It is not even in the right postcode. Manual low skilled and skilled jobs will also be decimated. This will create social tension with a declining percentage of the populace enjoying a greater share of wealth. Voters will be bought off for perhaps ten years with the widespread introduction of minimum living allowances which hitherto have been unthinkable for politicians. That will only delay the "villagers with their pitchforks," moment. Our direction of travel has implications for all parts of our lives and society has yet to engage directly with the downside rather than just the upside to accelerating advances in technology. 

I don't see myself as a Luddite. I can see terrific benefits which technology will bring, especially in medicine, materials and levelling the playing field for developing nations. Yet a big part of me yearns for much that we have already lost. I am also nervous about unrestrained and rapid change, sometimes profoundly so. 

Rubbed Out - A Short Story

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Donald Paterson was not having a good day. Monday’s were sometimes like that. He had fled the house under something of a cloud. The simmering tension from the previous evening had persisted longer than he had hoped. His intended fun, but lewd and it has to be acknowledged out of character suggestion to his wife the night before had bombed. Her reaction had been immediate, scornful and icy. Not good. Jane was a good-humoured soul but one who was settling snugly into her middle-aged self and saw no need or want to revisit her adventurous and playful younger days. She was resolutely in control. Of the house, the family, of Donald but mostly, of herself.

Donald grappled with middle age. He sometimes felt middle-age was winning. His life was one of managing mini crisis and upsets, both domestic and professional. There was never enough time in life for Donald. That would change. Life would be all about Donald but in ways he could never have imagined. Or wished for.

The sunshine on his face as he strode across the Millennium Bridge from Waterloo to his office near St Paul’s lightened his mood somewhat. After, the ticket and cash machine fiasco at Waterloo it needed a lift. First his South Western Trains season ticket wouldn’t let him through the barrier, then the ATM on the concourse refused to cooperate and to his frazzled frustration had the temerity to swallow his card. Bloody machines.

Donald’s patience was further tested when his security pass didn’t work at the office. He and barriers were not getting along today. His resentment rose when Bob the security guard, who he greeted every morning, insisted on someone from HR coming to vouch for him in person. Stella click-clacked along the marble floor from the lift in her usual attention seeking way. A disgruntled and embarrassed Donald took the lift to his cubicle office on the 12th floor in the Compliance Department where a another bombshell was waiting.

Sam was a twenty-six-year-old junior Compliance Officer. That meant she had finished the bank’s graduate training course and had been palmed off to Compliance because whilst being easy on the eye, was not of the standard required to work in a trading floor department. Perhaps they thought her fetching blond hair, old fashioned hourglass figure and only a nodding acquaintance with HR’s ‘dress rules for female staff,’ might have been too much of a distraction for the traders. They were for Donald who found it difficult to keep his composure when she drifted in and out of his small cubicle leaving a long lingering smell of her Bond Street scent. He did in fact think her a menace and disruptive to the whole department. He saw no ill intent in her work or behaviour, rather it was her mere presence that seemed to create either tension or levity around the floor. Compliance after all was above reproach in everything it did. Donald saw the department as the torch bearer for diligent work and ethical standards for the whole bank and it didn’t need any slippage in that aspiration caused by a twenty-six-year-old in heels.

Sam lurched toward him from his cubicle as soon as she saw him turn the corner.

“Bugger," he thought, “Not this early, please.”

“Morning Donald!” she said with her happy smiley face. Sam smiled a lot. She grasped every opportunity to display her Manhattan white teeth gained it was rumoured, at great cost by her indulgent father or was it an indulgent Premiership footballer? Donald wasn’t sure. He was never one for departmental gossip and at ten to eight in the morning he didn’t much care.

“Yes, good morning Samantha. What is it? Your flat is burning down and you need to take the day off work?” he enquired.

“Don’t be silly Donald. Mr Grenzewald called. He needs to speak to you.” She added quietly, “On the ninth floor.”

Donald turned into his cubicle and saw the ‘recorded messages,’ light flashing on his phone with seven missed calls. That would be Grenzewald he thought. Odd he thought that no one had tried him on the mobile. They usually did. The problem with working for a German boss in a German bank was that everything was urgent, and it was urgent all the time. Donald liked to think it had less to do with efficiency and more to do with feeding the suffocating self-importance of people who were important only in their own eyes. Until bonus time.

Donald picked up his yellow legal pad and strode back to the lift to head up to the ninth floor. He felt eyes following him as he left the compliance department.


The ninth floor receptionist glanced up and said ‘Conference Room B Donald.’

“Thank you Mary and Good Morning,” he said without stopping.

Donald walked into the glass walled conference room expecting an as yet unknown compliance related agenda although it would have to be serious to demand Mr Grenzewald’s presence this early in the day. Perhaps a corporate action planned by one of the bank’s clients, perhaps an enquiry from the Regulator. He hoped it wasn’t anything related to trading activities. They were the worst, hours and hours of listening to telephone tapes and reading thousands of email transcripts. He didn’t need that on a Monday morning.

Grenzewald wasn’t there. Instead Bill Flatman, the Deputy Head, was standing at the head of the table with the Head of HR, Michelle Tyning and her assistant Stella. Donald had been around banks long enough to know this set-up did not look or feel healthy in a career orientated kind of way. In fact, he felt nauseous as all the possible scenarios raced through his mind.

“Bill……?” he asked.

“Sit down old man. We need to go through a few things. Won’t take long and we’ll have this sorted out in double quick time. Nothing to worry about.”

Donald knew as soon as anyone in a bank said “Nothing to worry about,” then you had a truckload to worry about. But what?

“Right Donald,” Bill began, effecting as chummy a persona as he could manage which made Donald feel more uneasy. Friendly camaraderie was neither a requirement nor an aspiration in the Compliance Department and it did not suit Bill. To his annoyance, his bloody knee vibrated up and down. “Let’s press on. I’ll let Michelle take it from here.”

“Thanks Bill. Donald, we have some unusual issues that have cropped up and to be honest….. well, we have never had something like this before so we will take it step by step. It shouldn’t take long and we’ll do all we can to support you and manage the problem.”

This sounded more ominous with each word. Decoded she had said in her Chelsea-by-way-of-Benfleet accent, “You’re in the shit Donald but even we aren’t sure what you’ve done. You’re on your own until we confirm the bank is protected.” He knew what was coming next. He had been in Bill’s chair many times in the past. 

“What Michelle, is the precise nature of the alleged issue?” Donald started. He knew composure was everything at this point. He also knew the meeting was being recorded, (they all were), and after he left the building, because that was where this was heading, they would discuss his reactions.

“Okay Donald, I’m just going to tell you.”

"Brave of you Michelle," he thought, but he’d been at this game too long to let his inner sarcasm let rip in the open.

“An anomaly was identified in payroll reconciliation. The reconciliation happens before bank instructions are allowed but a red flag was thrown up by your name. Or rather it’s absence.”

“Go on,” said Donald.

“It appears from our current records you are not, not have you ever been, an employee of this bank. You have no HR file, no departmental file, no email address. In fact, we cannot find a digital trace of you anywhere.”

Donald’s first reaction was relief. A bloody computer mistake. That would be easily corrected by the Head of IT. “Well, if that’s all it is let’s fix it and get on. We all have a busy week ahead,” said Donald.

“It’s not that simple Donald. As I say, we have no trace of you. Your employment history and registration with the Regulator has also been lost. They can’t find you and we can’t have you working if you are unregistered with the FCA.”

“But that’s absurd. Call Morris at the FCA and talk to him. He’ll sort it out their end.”

Michelle put on her grave “your cat has died," face and said, “It was Morris who said we have no option but to release you go until everything is corrected. It will only be temporary Donald but I’m afraid we have to send you home for the time being. As you know we have a process and paperwork which we would follow but as you are not at this moment, an employee our lawyers have advised that to issue paperwork relating to a suspension might, in a future potential case, be prejudicial to the bank.”

Donald ignored Michelle and looked straight to Bill, “Are you hearing this Bill? Am I the only one who can hear the Nonsense Alarm going off? I’ve been at this bank longer than all three of you and you’re trying to tell me I’ve never worked here? It’s beyond satire it’s so bloody ridiculous.” 

“Now Donald, calm down.” Bill interrupted. “I know it’s all rather odd and we will find out what has happened. We will get things shipshape again. But you’ve been in this chair Donald. You know what it's like. My hands are tied. Sorry old man. Just put your feet up in the garden and relax. We’ll call you by Friday with an update.”

“But this is madness. Utter, utter madness. How can you be so gullible? You’ve been hacked…..”  Bill broke him off,

“Now, that’s enough talk Donald. You know what happens with rumours,” No, Donald didn’t know what happens with rumours, “Don’t mention this to anyone Donald. Keep it under your hat and it will make it easier to leave and easier to come back. We’ll tell the staff you’ve had a family emergency, and that’s all anyone needs to know.”

“Bill, you’ve lost the plot. This is an egregious abuse of my service and loyalty to this bank. It is an outrageous way to treat anyone let alone me…..” He immediately realised he was falling into the trap visited by so many former employees in his position. The outcome was obvious. There was no going back. He would be on the pavement in a matter of minutes. Anything he said from here on in would be counterproductive and would elicit contempt rather than sympathy. He took notes on the meeting and waited to learn how they planned the sometimes tricky, ‘leave the building,’ sketch.

Cometh the hour cometh the Head of HR. Michelle took over. She told Donald that to minimise disruption he would not be going back to the Compliance Department. She said his junior would bring up his briefcase and see him out through the basement garage entrance at the back of the building. The meeting was over.

On cue he saw Little Miss Happy bobbing back and fore on the other side of the glass. He stood, turned and left the meeting without saying goodbye. Sam trotted beside him toward the service lift to the basement. 


When the doors shut she asked Donald, "Is it bad?"

"It's not good Sam. I have to take leave of absence for a while."

"Can I help with anything?"

"Thank you Sam but I am not sure you can. I think I'm on my own on this one."

Fifteen minutes after arriving at the office through the front entrance he stood at the back. "Odd," he thought to himself, "Fifteen years and I've never been down here." Sam broke the moment,

"Donald, are you sure I can't do anything? You seem. Well, you seem faraway"

It occured to Donald that his young assistant was more in control of events than was he. 

"The thing is Sam, I appear to have been digitally erased. Rubbed out. Every piece of my life which has an electronic thread appears to have been cancelled and that is just about everything in my life. My phone, my bank account, my travel card, my job. Puff..... all gone."

"Oh, that's a pain," Sam remarked with unintended understatement. "Still," she went on, "We could fix some of those things. Who would do that anyway?"

"I have no idea Sam. Disgruntled ex employee perhaps. A teenager with acne in a basement in Estonia. Who knows? I'll go and report it to the police but I'm not optimistic. Difficult to know where to start with anything when your bloody phone doesn't work." 

"Why don't we meet later for coffee. I'll get you a burner and you can pay me back later."

"Thank you Sam. A compliance officer with a burner phone; that's a first. You don't have to do this you know. It is kind of you." 

Sam shrugged, told him she would meet him at midday in Paternoster Square beside St Pauls, smiled and headed back to the lift. It occurred to Donald that it had been quite a while since he was last on the receiving end of an unconditional act of kindness.


They met at midday and sat with coffee on a bench. The City of London Police desk sergeant had been polite but unable to help beyond platitudes of "contact your bank sir and your mobile telephone operator." The police cyber crime unit was understaffed. Their resources were aimed squarely at corporate fraud and not the odd individual who wandered in off the street. The sergeant agreed though that having his entire electronic footprint cancelled was, "a bit rum," and "highly unusual." Donald's caustic remarks did not help his cause but the sergeant reluctantly acquiesced and promised someone would contact him at home. 

"Here's the burner and I got £50 in cash. It's not much but it's a start." Sam's irrepressible smile was infectious. 

"Thank you Sam." He smiled back but it didn't quite work. Sam wasn't used to a smiling Donald and Donald wasn't used to smiling. Donald's smile was better suited to a thirsty vampire about to lunge at his victim. Sam leaned back slightly but kept her poise. 

"What next Donald? What will you do?"

Donald let the smile go. "Sam. I have choices. I can run around chasing my own tail trying to put all this right. Or I can sit back and relax and wait for other people to chase me trying to put it right. Or I can just say "bollocks to the lot of them," and go off the grid for a while and have some peace and quiet for the first time since I remember. I choose off the grid."

Sam gave him a 2,000 lumen smile, "You are mad Donald Paterson. It's good to have a plan though and if your plan is no plan then it's a good starting plan." 

Before Sam confused the issue any further Donald stood and extended his hand. "Thank you young Sam. I shall meet you here in one weeks time when I shall reimburse you. You have helped make all this wretchedness bearable. Thank you for being helpful and resourceful." Sam beamed.

With that, Donald turned and strode off. He walked off in the general direction of "off the grid,"  with all the purpose of a man who the rest of the world no longer knew or for that matter cared about. It felt he decided, warmly liberating. 

Fantastic Day!

Stand By Me - My favourite version by Playing For Change. You can’t have enough volume with this one. Play it and smile.

In November 1973, when Princess Anne married Captain Mark Phillips, I could not be doing with the fuss and instead wandered into town and went to the pictures. If I remember correctly I watched Live and Let Die, (still the best Bond movie). When Prince Charles married I was on a patrol in the jungle in Belize. I remember it only because all the soldiers in the battalion made a donation toward a wedding present of a diamond regimental brooch. When Andrew married Fergie I somehow got tangled up with the crowds on the Mall when trying to cross London. It was easy to get swept up in the exuberant excitement of the crowd which I had not experienced before. I was at a friends house for Prince William's wedding and I shall be there again today. My wonderful friend Mary's warm and open hearted enthusiasm for such occasions is infectious. With friends gathered we will have a fun and memorable day. The great thing about a royal wedding is the upbeat mood will be reflected up and down the country. And yes, we do all rather need a 'cheer us up,' day.

Prince Harry's popularity is striking but not puzzling. The prince has charm and an easy way with people. He has our respect because he served and our admiration for his sincerity in applying himself to making other peoples lives better. Prince Harry and his bride will make a formidable team as a force for good. It is though, an immensely important day for our little kingdom. His marriage to an American divorcee from a mixed race background is very significant. It marks a turning point in our social history which will achieve more in a one hour service than any legislation from Parliament or lecturing from Guardian journalists. 

I am looking forward to the service. The gospel choir has to be a hands down winner and Stand By Me is just about my all time favourite song. In passing, singing in a Southern Baptist choir in the Deep South while dressed in one of those purple gowns is on my bucket list. It would just be a hoot. 

I hope they take the odd moment to soak it all in. The day will go in a heartbeat. My wedding day did. In the car from the reception to the hotel my bride complained of sore cheeks because she had been smiling all day. She said she felt happy but tired. Ten minutes after arriving at the hotel I opened the champagne, gazed upon my sleeping bride, sat down and watched television. I am not convinced I got value for money having a suite at the Savoy on my wedding night.

Have a fantastic day y'all.